i should really be studying for my a maths test right now, but i haven't blogged for a long time, and no one's around to chase me away from the computer, so here i am blogging. yes, i procrastinate a lot and i suck.

went for honours' day in school today to watch -.- it was a stupid waste of time but we didn't have a choice. and we weren't allowed to bring anything into the hall apart from our valuables, so we spent 4 hours stoning on a saturday morning, when we could have been sleeping. mind you, i'm still horribly tired from the camp. i can't wait for the march hols, where hopefully i can really catch up on my sleep and finally get rid of those horrible eyebags of mine which have been around since forever. but i bet march hols will be quite a busy time too, with leadership camp and more shoots. damn!

it was another stupid waste of time on thursday, where i had to leave lessons at like, 8.30 for the ntu shoot, which only started at like, 11 plus, and for which i was only a reserve -.- i missed like, chem, lit, ss and a maths! and only attended chinese, of all things. there wasn't even eyecandy in the range! the acsi shooters were hideous, i was so disappointed! and i was waiting for the people to give us magazines again this year, but we didn't even get goodie bags lah! and then the stupid thing ended at 6. stupid freaking waste of time, which i gained lots of fats in due to the snacking to pass time.

oh, and i attended cat. class at holy cross today which sucked. i think i kinda realised that i didn't wanna transfer to holy cross much earlier on, and realised for sure that i didn't wanna go over, when st mary's just had to write me the transfer letter, so i don't think i have a choice but to really transfer over. of course now i'm like, totally regretting everything. ah, fickle fickle me. and joycelyn (jacelyn, jocelyn?) quit our group (my st mary's group) cos she felt that she couldn't connect with us, which is true lah, since no one wanted to be in her group, including me, and now i feel so bad. but hey, i wasn't the only one in the group who wanted to quit okay. anyway, now we kinda have xavier, together with lame-ass jeanette, who i swear, is totally influencing natalie into a lame-ass too. oh yeah, i found out that their cousins are living in the same condo as i am. i'm connected to the changs in so many ways, it's freaky!

and alexandrea and alaina got kicked out of idol! i didn't like them all that much, but i totally wasn't expecting them to go! amanda and kady should've gotten kicked out lah! the guys' results were pretty satisfactory though. due to go next: luke menard and either david hernandez or danny noriega. oh, i cried during archuleta's performance of john lennon's 'imagine'. i don't think i've cried in such an early stage of idol before. YAY ARCHULETA! and david cook, jason castro, michael johns, carly smithson and brooke white.

i missed a lot of tv this week! like "heroes" and "house" and "grey's anatomy" :/ due to busy busy sec 3 life. urgh, i don't even dare imagine jc life. but anyway, thank god for youtube and veoh and 56!

oh, and this month has pretty cool concerts! like, incubus, which sounds pretty cool, with saosin opening it, which sounds even cooler. and then there's maroon 5. and kt tunstall. coooool. i wish i had money to go for all.

oh yeah, the escape of the terrorist guy is damn scary! and i didn't take the public bus back home from school at all this week, and thus didn't manage to see the drama scenes around sji, sadly. it would've been so cool!

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